gpc had a town hall meeting tonight. it was cool listening to older and wiser people, but kinda scary dealing with questions with no immediately discernible "right" answer... is there even a real "right" answer for us to find? the more povs i listen to, the more i realize that all sound so reasonable if you listen closely. one issue brought up: the fine line between being reasonable and being spiritual... is it only in our broken world today that we feel that this is supposed to be a valid question?

this situation is even more superbly (combo of words??) intimidating when you realize how much commitment and trust it'll take to be able to make a decision and stick with it, believing everything will turn out okay... and i'm just sitting there listening... ownership is overwhelming

from a later event, i found that these gray questions abound. what do you do in these events? i definitely learned to listen, but began to question how well i actually do. also in question are how well do i think and then react with these thoughts going on in my head, do i think about what i say to other people...? will i know when i actually hurt them? how to fix, if i don't..?

how much do you love your fellow human being? something to improve, still.