yesterday was unbelievable... but i think i'm far enough removed from most of yesterday's thinking to look back and laugh hehe :)

9:00 am: contact falls out. too prideful to ask ride to swing back to my place before library, so contact remains out after classes and until studying is over around 5:00 pm. mental chaos and headache (this sounds so emo heh ^^)

5:00 pm. tire blows out. noooo x.x while charley drives it. haha. this was actually a good thing, because charley did what he needed to do. props to the bro! charley is late. explosive tran tempers surface. i will learn to deal with things like this much better. find out that there is no electricity in the apartment... aiyah! supposedly it'll be back around 7.

6:30 pm. arrive at med school. worst mood on the face of the earth. decides to let it out on the bball court. horray for brute force! :) jk. but really, sports do wonders when you're down. sports, and eating ^^ charley's improved in basketball. super happy :)

8:00 pm. finally decide to work.

10:00 pm. brain is shot. goodbye med school!

10:30 pm. there is still no electricity. we use cell phone lights to find stuff. relocation: scott's pad. boy living quarters are ohmygoodness. tries to ensure that boys do not die from bathroom mold before a rush online to seek resources. yay internet! i've been getting very little signal to none in my own apartment. sad. thank goodness for stephanie suen and her hospitality.

11:30? 12? it's raining outside!! feels good :). i truly feel what dennis means by rain can be beautiful. i forgot my phone at scott's (!!!) SO charley drops me off at milbrook and i wait to get let in by buddy.

12:15 am ... ... ...

it took a while to get in. i learned last night that phones are super convenient. you don't know what have until you DON'T have it sigh.

super grateful for last night. things could definitely have been made easier if i were less stubborn and not so absent minded, but in the end, i realized that God gave me yesterday to really appreciate a normal day. i think i've been taking too much for granted lately. [setting my mind to study and work hard and put myself forward in life has consistently shown that i get into a very selfish mindset that assumes things should go my way. colossians 3:23 comes to mind when this happens :).] that days even go smoothly in our own standards, is a real blessing that i should be thankful for. beyond that, i got to hang out with a hospitable, hardworking sister that i've wanted to learn more about :)

inconceivable